Danielle

If anyone would have told me a year ago that a medium would be contacting me via my space to tell me they had a message from my deceased love of my life, I would have told them that they were friggen crazy.

There is no doubt in my mind that the message you gave me came from Danielle.  I am the only person besides Danielle that knew all of the information you gave to me in not one message but several messages. The funniest thing about receiving the information that you gave me was that when she was alive, she would go mediums and get readings and I would give her a hard time. I always told her if they know so much then why don't they come to you.

Be careful what you say because that is exactly what you did to me. You came looking for me to give me my message and contacted me through my space.

I can honestly say that it was not only the best experience of my life but also the worst experience of my life. It was the best experience because after you contacted me I knew without a shadow of a doubt that we are always connected.  It was the worst experience of my life because I didn't realize how much pain I was in and how much my life had been spiraling down hill since her death. I needed help and I didn't even know it.

Until you contacted me with Danielle's message and started counseling me spiritually about my pain, my anger, my attitude, and my need to refocus and start living my life, I wasn't aware of how much I truly needed to heal.

I want to say I appreciate all of the times you stuck by me when most people would have walked away. I know my pain came out pretty intensly at times. I also believe firmly in my heart that Danielle knew how much I needed to heal.

I have watched mediums and psychics doing readings and I have never been impressed by their general information. I truly am clueless about the process you go through or how you receive what you get, but I do know what I saw and what I heard when you gave me my messages. I know what I heard coming from your voice, I know what I saw in your face when you video messaged me, and I know what I saw in your body language. It was Danielle and there is no denying it.

Through you, Danielle gave me the evidence I needed that she knew would blow my mind; such as, her nickname, her voice, and objects of hers I was just looking at with full description.

My life changed the day you contacted me. I will always miss Danielle. There are still days that it feels like my heart is breaking into pieces but with the messages you gave me and the tools you presented me with to teach me how to live my life, every day I heal a little bit more. I do not struggle as much now and every day I look forward to things that had lost their meaning in my life.

I will never know how to fully thank you but I wanted to express my appreciation for you not only as a medium but also now as my friend.

Tom Harris, Tonawanda, New York.

On June 19, 1976, in Claremore, Oklahoma, my first child was born. She was named after my mother (Rosalie) and my husband Joseph's mother's (Joy) middle names. Rosealie Joy Hawkins passed on June 17, 1980, in Harker Heights, TX, from a fresh water drowning during a flash flood.

At the time of her drowning, I was 7 1/2 months pregnant with my second child Joey. Rosalie and I were trapped in my vehicle as we were swept up in the flash flood. I was able to free myself but was unable to get Rosalie out. Rosalie used to talk to my stomache all of the time, telling her brother Joey to hurry up and come out so we can go live with Daddy in Germany where he was stationed.

I never talked to anyone about the experience that happened with Rosalie because it hurt too much. I feel shame because I couldn't save my daughter. I am embarrased that I lived and that she died.

Not long after I met you, my oldest son Joey was sent to Iraq and I felt so much anguish in my heart, fearing he would never return home. I could not bare the thought of losing another child regardless of the reason. Pawnee's are big on their veterans. If Joey died over in Iraq I would have been a Gold Star Mother, the highest honor you can achieve in the Pawnee Nation. - a son or daughter who gave their life for the highest honor while serving their country in the time of need during combat. That was a price I was not willing to pay, not even for my tribe.

In that time of crisis is when you came to me with a message from Rosalie regarding Joey. You said you could hear me crying and then Rosalie appeared to you surrounded in white light, smiling, and she said, "Don't cry Mama, I'm with him he is safe." "Smile Mama. It's okay. I'm with him". She placed her tiny hand in Joey's giggling as she was his big sister but her hand was little and his was big. She also showed what she was wearing and you described to me the dress and moccasins she was wearing and I brought in a picture and showed you exactly what she had described.

When you asked my daughter what her name was so I would know it was really her, she showed you a Rose and then showed your deceased boyfriend's last name, Lee(Rosalie). I'm not a trusting person by nature and this is the only way I would have accepted this message from you.

It was a huge blessing in a very tough time in my life. Joey did come home safe, as promised by his sister, however the war has forever changed him and now he has many demons that haunt him.

Rebecca LittleSun Hawkins, Ada OK